Am I Foolish?

The world currently feels stacked against me: Covid-19, crippling debt, my mother’s crippling debt, my mother’s mental and physical health are constantly fluctuating, I wonder every month if this is the month the banks foreclose on my house, my depression, my anxiety, my lack of a proper income, my lack of savings due numerous factors, the state of this ridiculous country I live in are just a few of the issues that bombard me at various times throughout the day.

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Hopeless

I can’t think with the voices in my head

The voices sound like they want me dead

I can’t act with this fear in my bones

This freezing terror won’t leave me alone

I can’t love with hate in my heart

I’m trying to forgive but I’ve had a rough start

I can’t really seem to do anything at all

Nothing to uplift when all I’ve done is fall